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Filmmakers have shown us the inside of a beating heart, infiltrated future alien cultures and condensed a billion years of evolution into 30 seconds. Yet until now, they’ve been unable to capture or even convincingly simulate one of the most common and profound moments of human experience: the beautiful agony of the Orgasm.

Beautiful Agony is Inclusive

Beautiful Agony is open to everyone over the age of 18 years. All genders and identities are welcome.

We are especially interested in receiving submissions from cultures and ethnic groups which are under represented on the site. If you don't see many people on Agony who look like you, then we need You most of all!

Beautiful Agony is now by Invitation

Due to the large number of people who don't take the time to understand what our project is about, we now ask for new contributors to send a sample video before undertaking the whole project. This avoids people from wasting their time creating content that we can't use.

We have increased the payment rate to USD250. Beautiful Agony is not 'easy money' - we expect you to do some homework, understand the Project fully, and then share your most personal, intimate moments with us.

Sample videos will not be published, unless we invite you to complete the project. We do not publish anything that we have not paid for.

Beautiful Agony is Personal

A Beautiful Agony submission comprises 2 orgasm videos, and a self-made Confessions interview.

You are going to film what really happens to the human face in that ecstatic moment. We don’t care how you do it; who, or what you use to achieve it; the single purpose of the project is to capture the real thing.

Beautiful Agony is an alternative to mainstream erotica and we are especially interested in submissions from people who have no experience at all in the adult industry. If you're an adult performer or sex worker, you are equally welcome, but as yourself, rather than your adult persona.

The most important aspect of your contribution is Authenticity. We want the orgasm you have, when nobody is watching.

If your video contains the markers of traditional, acted porn, such as (but not only); Eye rolling, excessive moaning, flirting with the camera, voluntary vocalisations; it isn't suitable for Agony.

Here's how to submit to Beautiful Agony:

  1. Have a good look at, watch the free sample and free Show Reel, and read the About page.
  2. Go through the checklist below carefully. Better to spend a few minutes getting really familiar with the requirements now, than have to do your shoot over because you missed something important.
  3. Film one orgasm video.
  4. Take some ID photos to include in your Upload. Detailed requirements for I.D. photos are given here.
  5. Follow the instructions for uploading your video. However, just send the one video. Do not edit it; we expect to see you start, and stop, the recording. We may edit it if it's too long.

A Feck representative will email you when we've had a look over your video. If it suits our requirements, you will be asked to complete the other steps.

Payment will normally be made by your preferred payment method within 1-2 business days of acceptance.

Before you begin, go through this checklist and tick each item. At the end, you'll be taken to the next step - the questions/topics :)



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Film the love! If you and your partner have both already submitted to Agony, you can film another video together. You don’t need to orgasm together, as long as the face is in the frame at the point of orgasm. These videos are about interaction – we want to see kisses, cuddles and connection between you. You can help each other reach orgasm, or help yourselves. You'll each be paid extra for your Friends video.


Here's where you give us the sauce! We want to hear everything about your journey from wide eyed innocent to the sophisticated being who's here donating their orgasm to the collective sexual consciousness.



Example of a story: "I had my first orgasm in church"

Example of a GOOD story: "I was with my first boyfriend and we used to explore old places. One night we broke into a church and thought it would be funny to have sex at the altar. He lay on the carpet and I rode on top of him. Just as I came we heard someone unlocking the front door so we bolted out the back but I left my panties behind. It was my first orgasm and almost my first arrest"

Your Confessions will be edited, and if we can't fit everything in, we'll use your most interesting and unique insights and stories. If you stumble on a phrase or story, simply take a breath, and start again from the previous sentence. Our editors will fix it!

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